I should be happy that its a long weekend..finally can get to have some real rest..but..

Cheeks was swollen when I woke up on Sunday morning..It start to hurt on Sat night but I din pay much attention to it. Woke up and it hurt even when I swallow my salivia..definately not a good thing to happen on a weekend..

Use ice to press against the swollen part..din help much and the doctors nearby are all close..my luck to fall sick on a weekend..shall see how it goes..hopefully the swelling goes down soon..

To make things worst..we got a call from my aunt that my uncle pass away this morning..thou we are prepared for the worst but it still sad to know that he left us..RIP uncle..

On Sunday, I had this crazy craving for quiche. Was talking to my colleague on MSN at night and asked him to help me buy it on his way back to the office after his appointment the next day. And so he did..he got me my craving from Starbucks and something extra..

Mini Cupcakes...How Cute!!!!

Super cute..keke..

Down with flu..the initial stage of flu when your nose are blocked and you have difficulties breathing..feel col in air-con room but feel stuffy when you are not..I dun like it.. =(

Mon didn't end well cos of some comments made by the client's working partner. Its obvious that its their fault but they refuse to admit and yet point fingers at you in a totally irrelevant issue..but I am glad that the client knows that I am doing my job and has done it well..

Nevertheless, the incident ruin my evening and pisses me off big time..Am I starting to get sick of my work. Going into the 4th year of doing PR in 3weeks time. Its also my 4th year of servicing this same client, from being a junior intern in my previous agency to becoming the consultant now. I have to say that my ideas are becoming stagnant, doesn't help when their campaign and activities are the same for all these years.

As a consultant, there is only so much that I can advise on and the decision still lies with the client. All these years, I have learn to be open minded and not let issues like clients rejecting my ideas to affect my morale. However, its still very very discouraging when you know that the ideas that you proposed is gonna work and the bosses support you, but the clients refuse to take it for certain reasons.

Well..I guess there are difficulties in every other job and I should just endure with it..at least till the economy gets better.. =P

Now if there's a smile on my face,
it's only there tryin' to fool the public,
but when it comes down to foolin' you;
Now honey, that's quite a different subject.

But don't let my glad expression
give you the wrong impression.
Really I'm sad.
Oh, sadder than sad.
You're gone and I'm hurtin' so bad.
Like a clown I pretend to be glad.

(Chorus)
Now there's some sad things known to man,
but ain't too much sadder than
the tears of a clown
when there's no one around.

Oh yea, baby....

Now if I appear to be carefree,
it's only to camouflage my sadness.
In order to shield my pride I try
to cover this hurt with a show of gladness.

But don't let my show convince you
that I've been happy since you
decided to go.
Oh, I need you so.
I'm hurt and I want you to know
But for others I put on a show.

(Chorus)
There's some sad things known to man,
but ain't too much sadder than
the tears of a clown
when there's no one around.

Just like Pagliacci did,
I try to keep my suface hid.
Smiling in the public eye
But in my lonely room I cry
the tears of a clown
when there's no one around.

Oh yea baby,